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用户名:rabbitrun 笔名:兔子快跑8 地区: 湖北-武汉 行业:其他 |
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上士闻道,勤而行之;中士闻道,若存若亡;下士闻道,大笑之。不笑不足以为道。故建言有之:明道若昧,进道若退,夷道若类,上德若谷,大白若辱,广德若不足,建德若偷,质贞若渝,大方无隅,大器晚成,大音希声,大象无形,道隐无名。夫唯道,善贷且成。
河流
(作者置顶)
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我不知道,许多许多年以后,当我临死的时候,眼前还会不会浮现起家乡那条河流的景象。现在我时常想起它,它是我童年的记忆。小的时候,我时常跑到离家一两里外的河流去玩。如果是夏日,大家就脱个精光,互相打量对方一丝不挂的身体,然后笑着栽进河里。浅浅的河水里溅起阵阵水花,晶莹晶莹的,把阳光折射到清澈的河中。伴着扭打时身体摆动的节奏,我们还未发育的小鸡鸡一甩一荡在嘻笑声中。
有个与我一起长大的孩子,比我小几岁。他爹与我爹是当年的好兄弟,据我娘说,什么什么革命的时候,他们都是操家伙造反的人。我看我爹一副肥肥的模样,整天眯着眼,动不动就打起呼噜,不像是什么造反的土匪,倒像是被操家的财主。于是小小的心中,对革命什么的,终是大惑不解起来。
那个比我小几岁的孩子叫李子,黑黑胖胖的。而我是根竹竿,于是终日里被他欺负,就好像恶霸欺压老农。他每回神气起来,冲着我直嚷嚷:"叫爷爷,爷爷我今年九十好几了。"每次我都不服气,心想,你比我还小几岁哪。有一次他正得意哪,我说:"你小鸡鸡上连毛都没长呢,你没看爷爷那里的毛都白了吗?"其实我也不知道老头子鸡鸡的毛白不白,反正没见过。但我想老头子头发都白了,想必那里也都白了吧。可不料这句话被他娘听到了,后来传到了我娘的耳朵里,结果屁 股上开了好大一朵花。
2
冬天的时候,深山里一定是大雪纷飞的。那种雪我还记忆犹新,我现在居住的城市里下不起那样的雪。席子般的大鹅毛漫天漫天的飞,深山中一片银装素裹。而那条小河通常都结成冰,我们这群孩童的笑声,在父母不注意的时候又飞扬在结冰的河面上。很多很多年后,我在一本书上读到这样的故事:一个孩子想知道冬天公园的湖水冻成冰后,湖里的鸭子跑到哪里去了。它们是呆在湖底呢,还是飞到别的什么地方去了,他想弄明白。我小时候倒没想到那些鸭子什么的,我们经常在湖面上打个小洞,吊吊小鱼小虾。要不然就在冰面上滑冰或丢雪球。这就是我们的冬天。
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大人并不赞成孩子们去河边玩耍。娘说那里淹死过好多人,她小时候的一个伙伴就是溺水死的。我心想那么浅的河水怎么会淹死人呢?一个晚上,我坐在爷爷脚边听他讲故事。爷爷说打仗的时候,日本兵扫荡咱们村,举着刺刀杀了好多的人,还在河边打枪杀掳来的女人,尸体都统统丢到河里去。后来河水泛滥,淹死了好多日本兵。报应哪,爷爷长叹着说。爷爷还讲革命的事。他说当年从城里来了好多人,都是有文化的呀,许多年纪也不轻了。他们每天干农活,三两天就批斗他们一次。当时有个年老的戴眼镜的先生,有一天突然失了踪,大伙找了半天找不到,后来在这河里捞到尸体,都泡肿了,眼珠子瞪的老大。通常说到革命我都会想到爹打呼噜,总是想笑,可是这一次却一点也不好笑。
我依然与李子遛到河边玩。爹娘时常叮嘱我少去河边,最好是不要下水。但这些话很快就被我甩到脑后,我与李子赤裸裸的身体又嬉戏在河水里。而我们在这河水的柔波中一天天长大起来。
大概是十三岁那年,我们村遇上了大旱。天公久不落雨,那条河就成了村里唯一的水源。每天人们提着水桶涌向河边,那些晶莹的水花被盛在桶里,跋山涉水灌到了田地。
那一天依旧历历在目。我记得是一个阴天,那之前是连续几个月的干旱。火炉似的骄阳也会羞涩地拿云层遮住了脸,人们似乎都感觉到了一丝微风的气息。在我脑海中,最清晰的一幕是这样的:成群结队的村民回到村子,提着空空的水桶,脸上都不约而同地挂着惊奇的表情。爹把担子连同空水桶丢到了地上,声音颤抖着:"奇怪,太奇怪了......"我看着一家人把爹围住,议论些什么,我听不清楚,后来只听到爹一个人的声音:"老天迁怒,老天迁怒啊......"
晚上,全家人照例坐在屋外乘凉。可是气氛却异常的诡异,父亲和爷爷都喃喃低语。至今我还能找到那些残留在记忆里的片断。先是父亲自言自语:"怎么会在一夜之间干涸呢?昨天都还在那儿打过水,今天怎么就干掉了呢?奇怪啊......一条流淌的河水,莫不是流不回了?"
后来爷爷叹息着说:"罢了罢了,那条河从来都是不祥的。几十年前深的时候淹死过那么多人,河边流过那么多血。干了,是上天的安排,当年它怎样夺走别人的命,今天它怎样被命运带走......"
然后长辈们七嘴八舌地说着河的历史。时间回溯战争的岁月,大跃进的岁月,革命的岁月。我记得,的确是这天夜里,是的,在现实与往事的交接中,雷声打破了通向往昔的路。久违的雨水撕开苍穹倾盆泼下,爹顿时跳了起来,跑到雨中大叫起来。爷爷,娘他们也相继跑了出去。欢笑浸着雨水,在村子的每一寸土地上猛烈的震荡,震荡......
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空气中还带着雨露的清新。我,李子,还有同村的几个孩子站在干涸的河边,久久徘徊。谁也没有说话,空气仿佛被凝固似的。我凝视着河流消失后留下的河床,有一点低洼,表面崎岖不平,像是一段泥泞的小道,河流就像是从来没存在过似的。在我眼前,河流被带走了,除了一条泥泞的小道,没有任何痕迹。没有任何东西能证明曾经有条小河在这流淌。
李子突然跪下来,双手抓进了河床。我们纷纷脱下衣服,跳了进去。几个乡下的孩子顿时滚成了泥人。我们的手狂乱地抓着泥土,把泥土丢向天空,看着它们从半空落下,仿佛一阵阵微雨洒在我们身上。然后我哭了起来,手上沾着一把泥抹在了脸上,眼睛被刺痛,不小心跌进了泥里,于是哭得更响了。其他的孩子也都跟着哭了,泪水掺着泥泞,终结了一段童年的梦。
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我还记得似乎是这一年,当漫山的树林被染成金黄色时,李子一家搬到了城里。从小玩到大的伙伴离去了,我童年时代最后的见证也随着童年一起消逝。我在这份忧伤中突然长大了,心里面无可避免地产生了想要离开这片土地的欲望。
现在我住在一个长江边的城市里。我无法形容第一次看到长江时的心情。眼前那一条苍龙似的江水奔向天际,浩浩湯湯涌入天的尽头。我想我一定是长大了嘴说不出话来。
后来我每天穿梭于这江水的两岸,留下所有的汗去挣自己的生活。年复一年,这雄浑的江水竟然亲切的像故乡的小河。每年夏季我都会畅游长江,参加市里组织的渡江比赛。置身于江水中的感觉,一霎那间把我带回了家乡,带回了童年。家乡那条干枯的河,竟又在我的心中,如往昔那样,欢快地流淌起来。
很好笑的是,小时候一门心思想逃离家乡,如今我却发现,身处在城市里,有那么多时候,一些微妙的感觉又把家乡带回到心里。我的人生像是饶了一个大圈,从当初急切想要逃离的地方,流浪到远方,却又重新回到那片千百年不曾变更的土地,在那里,我又找到了故乡的河,故乡的童年。
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- 作者: 兔子快跑8 2007年01月27日, 星期六 23:37 回复(5) | 引用(0) 加入博采
芬兰何尝不是一座岳阳楼
寄语2007
我的2006
So This is the Xmas
White Christmas: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NthiA9bVaGg
Happy Xmas (War Is Over): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8jw-ifqwkM
Last Christmas: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_B4cYbju0H8
Do They Know It's Christmas: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stNGHiscETo
认识自己
Telecommunications Forum Report
Tehcnical: Open Platforms in the Mobile Devices Industry
IP and packet-switched technology can be regarded as the last impact that the Computer Industry brings to the Telecommunication Industry. As a result, mobile networks are now evolving toward packet-switchecd, VoIP particularly becomes a mainstream technique in wireless telecommunication systems.
According this lecture, we can see another huge influence from the Computer Industry. This influence includes unified standardization, compatible hardware and software, as well as the open source, to sum up, it is an open platform.
Open platforms in the mobile devices industry consists of open operating system such as Nokia S60 and Linux, Java, as well as open architecture which heavily integrates open source software. Furthermore, Nokia sponsored the development of existing open source software and also developed new components and open sourced them. Therefore, an open development environment could be established in this open platform.
Open platforms will certainly encourage innovation, which can be illustrated with the huge success of the Internet, which is the biggest open platform in the world. Open platforms in Mobile Devices Industry will improve the infusion of innovative new technologies, e.g., cellular voice and data, Internet phone and data, as well as high speed data, video, and TV.
While the business model of the Computer Industry is software and service oriented, the business model of the Mobile Devices Industry is still hardware oriented. Nevertheless, it is evolving to software and service oriented, and at that time, the Mobile Devices Industry will be completely different.
Business: VoIP and WLAN - Changing the Rules?
VoIP has become a real big business nowadays. Currently, Skype has about 100 million registered users, and it was reported that eight million concurrent Skype users were online as of November 8, 2006. Skype users spoke for 6.9 billion minutes during the first quarter 2006. Skype now handles 7% of the world's long-distance minutes.
One important message conveyed in this lecture is that VoIP will go mobile: on one hand, 3G networks will support VoIP with the deployment of IMS; on the other hand, Internet VoIP companies also want to expand into calling for mobile devices. The lecturer had talked about the main technical problem for mobile VoIP: handoffs between Cellular, WLAN, WiMAX, and generic IP access network.
Furthermore, the business problem for Internet VoIP companies to go mobile may lie on mobile operators, for they will probably block those companies like Skype on their networks, since the latter might be unwelcome competitors.
A recent article in BusinessWeek suggests Skype to change its business model and reach agreements with phone makers and carriers. It can pay for the use of carrier’s mobile networks, and also let carriers use its social networking features to target users with ads or new services.
As far as I am concerned, although Skype has already been transplanted to several handset, it is still hard to reach agreements with carriers and mobile operators, but in future, this might happens. And as long as Skype can succeed to cooperate with one mobile operator, the others will follow.
Entertainment: TV Goes On-line
This lecture talked about a really interesting convergence between two of the world’s greatest media: the Internet and TV. This topic concerning the greatest entertainment of our time is inevitably entertaining itself, well, although TV might be a little bit obsolete for the youth generation.
Entertainment business has been changed a lot by digital technology, for instance, Apple’s iTunes and iPod. Since the Internet has already shown its capacity of dealing with voice (e.g., music and VoIP), it’s the time for television content. With technique supporting, TV ca be watched over the Internet with personal computer, and over mobile networks with mobile devices,
The most interesting method that seems to me is live streaming in mobile devices. Working people in big urban areas like every big city in China always spend a lot of time on waiting and taking bus to office and back home, sometimes even more than two hours a day. That becomes a crucial part of their complaint to job.
But if they could kill their time with TV entertainment programs in the bus, job might be a little bit happier. And since work is the key factor that cause the deep pressure of modern life, TV goes On-line might be able to help people to ease their lives in this manner.
这学期电信论坛课的报告,要求是从技术,经济,娱乐三个角度选出3个最好的演讲,并评述。写了整整一学期这种课程报告,其中得失,寒假再作评判。
强弩之末?再加把劲
面对面:Nokia研究院院长Bob Iannucci. Mobile 2.0
年末芬兰日日雪,不见年初人
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